darknessoftruth

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I love you so by darknessoftruth, literature

Kind of What This Life is Like by darknessoftruth, literature

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It seems the world has got you down And you think that theres no way out But you know that you can talk to me I am here and I am listening You've got to accept things for the way they are Never settle for second best In our lives we have to make things happen And I know it's easy for some and harder for others But you can always come to me That's what I'm here for And I just want you to know You don't have to carry this weight alone Sometimes it seems like I don't care But you know that I will always be right here And you know that you can always turn to me I am here and I am waiting In our lives we have to make things happen

Kill Me Later by darknessoftruth, literature

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Kill Me Later

Will you show me some mercy In the finalities of my life I can see it in your eyes Will you let me go so easily Do me a favor By killing me later My final wish is to be with you Do me a favor By killing me later Please dont burry me alive Will you give me direction In what I am supposed to do I can see right through your lies Is there something that you can do Do me a favor By killing me later I have done all I can for you Dont let me discover The pain when its over Its really as strange as it seems Will you show me some mercy And cover up all my shame Will you abondon me now Do me a favor By killing me later My final

I Love You by darknessoftruth, literature

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I Love You

I wrote a song To the rhythm of your footsteps But I dont know If someday I should sing it to you How would you feel If I said how much I care for you All I know is that The words wont come when Im with you I feel that I should say Im sorry But you have already forgiven me Someday you will know Somehow I will show I love you I wrote a song About the color of your eyes But I dont think Words could express what theyre like Its not enough To show you how I really feel All I know is that The words wont come when Im with you I feel that I should say whats in my heart But you already know Someday I will say how much I dream o

To Proud to Admit by darknessoftruth, literature

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To Proud to Admit

How could I have been so foolish To turn away from you What happened to our lovely plans picked specially for a perfect future We longed to have Please forgive me I didnt mean to let you down I wish I had your strength To finish what I started here I know I was wrong But I know youll still love me in the morning I know I was selfish To take it all away But I had missed the beauty of your love Within the blink of an eye Please forgive me I didnt mean to let you down I waish I had your strength To finish what I started here And although I was wrong I know youll still love me tomorrow I refused to see the truth And continue

Blameing You by darknessoftruth, literature

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Blameing You

Im driven crazy just by the sound of your voice Mutilating my senses you twist me this way Injecting me with misery The fever swallows all of my strength Bidding me farewell Ive take so many pills To heal this pain youve left me in This poison is eating me inside out I cant catch breath Its killing me Youre trying so hard to please me But I see your apathy Im not blind Contagious and weakening An uncontrollable animocity Lulling me to sleep Ive take so many pills To heal this pain youve left me in This poison is eating me inside out I cant catch breath Its killing me I cant help but empathize with you Because I feel you c

Clandestine by darknessoftruth, literature

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Clandestine

You think youre so perfect Flawless control of divinity But I can see behind the light You work so desperatly to emit Hiding my intentions behind a smile And youre still trying to convince me That I love you more than anything In this world Ad for a while I thought it might be true But then I dont know why Somewhere deep inside of me I wish you would look at me And say I love only you But only if you knew I cant wait to destroy you Crawling through my jealousy Because you wont look at me Its not fair that you do this to me I despise you Secretly letting you play this game And you're still manipulating me To make me think

Time to Say Good-bye by darknessoftruth, literature

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Time to Say Good-bye

I was sick of all I used to love Waiting for a never coming change And I was tired of seeing the same old things Knowing always what was to come But then something happened And I missed myself again I had it planned out I was ready to go So done with the old things And jumping ahead of myself I wanted to leave it behind But Ive changed my mind Time to say goodbye I was sick of all you used to say Ignoring the words that meant so much And I was tired of the same look in your eyes Following the same routine But then all of a sudden I missed you so much I was going away I walked out the door Wanting the new tings And runnin

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I love you so by darknessoftruth, literature

Gap by darknessoftruth, literature

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Gap

Gap There is a whole inside my heart And I have nothing to fill it with There is a river to be crossed But no bridge to cross it with And I have nothing to bring on this journey When I cross into the land unknown And I have nothing to heal the wounds Inflicted upon my heart by you But I will make it through I will prove to you I am strong enough I can find my way And I will not lose my faith, my heart I dont need a helping hand I will do this on my own And I will show you I will prove to you I am strong enough I can find my way And I will not lose my faith, my heart, my hope I will do this on my own And I will make it t

Save Me by darknessoftruth, literature

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Save Me

I have fallen fast but steady Will you catch me Before I hit the ground It clings to my soul It holds so tightly That I can barely breathe Wont you take my hand Wont you pull me to safety Would you want me to live for you Would you want me to die for you The shadow grows over me This fortress I have built These walls have grown so high I cant see my dream I am waiting For you to come And take me away I am waiting For you to come And save me from myself Will you comfort me Will you call my name I know I have lived for you And now I have died for you

Abandoned by darknessoftruth, literature

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Abandoned

I wish I could run away But it is not as easy as it seems I long to be with you forever And today I cant help but wonder why I try Its no use I cant please everyone As I wait for you to find me here Everyday Sometimes I Just scream at myself when nothings wrong If only you Were here with me to guide me through To keep me safe I am forever gone Forgotten, alone, forsaken to this world If I follow the path I have laid Will I find you at the other side Could it be that I have done this to myself So I cry If there is nowhere left to go Should I stay until it is safe for me To show my face and kill the shame Stay with me I

Lullaby by darknessoftruth, literature

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Lullaby

Sleep, breathe, heavenly The sweetest dreams I wish for you Dont worry about the morning I will be here all through the night Fall into a beautiful peace You will see me at the first light A silent watcher Holding your hand Guarding your every sigh I wont move until you ask me to I will be waiting by your side And when you awaken You will see that I have kept my word Watching you closly Holding you tightly I have stayed here all night long I hope now you will find peace I will stay here until the morning And now you know You will be safe with me

Parasite by darknessoftruth, literature

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Parasite

Im so tired Can I sleep now You have worn me out again My spirit is drained You stole the last drop Killing me slowly What happens next Will you let me down Let me regain what I have lost And you can steal from me again I crawl away You pull me back and say its ok Nothing is left For you to take Leave me alone You have claimed my soul What happens next Can I come down now Let me regain what I have lost And you can steal from me again I have nothing left to give Still you take What happens next Lay me down now All is over and done You can't steal from me Anymore

All My Life by darknessoftruth, literature

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All My Life

Please stay with me Dont defend me anymore I don't want to lose you now All my life Ive Known its a long road And I cant stand the Thought that deceives me Although I am invisible I tust you will see Me Please come with me We can escape all of this Save me by taking me away And all my life Ive Known that its a hard road And I cant stand the Thought that consumes me Although I am invisible I trust you will see Me

Name by darknessoftruth, literature

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Name

There is a shadow on my window It is raining in my room And I dont have the strength To look at you There is a name on my floor It is empty in my room And I dont have the will To cry again Hurt and broken I cant hear your voice Cold and lonely My heart is crushed YOu have no choice But to watch me Fade away See me Drift away Feel me Slip away Go away I am still here There is an echo in my room I dont know how to breathe I etched with my fingernails Your name on my floor Because I cant say it anymore Hurt and broken I cant hear your voice Cold and lonely My heart is crushed You hace no choice I wont let you watch

One of Those Days by darknessoftruth, literature

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One of Those Days

Its one of those days Where nothing seems right Its one of those days When all you do is sit around and cry Its one of those days I dont want to move I dont want to sleep Its hard just to breathe Its one of those days When nothing feels right Its one of those days When all we do is sit around and try Its one of those days I dont know what I want I dont know what I need Ive forgotten how to speak Its one of those days It's one of those days When nothing goes right It's one of those days Where you wish that it was night I dont want to move I dont know what I want I dont know what I need Ive forgotten how to speak I dont

All For You by darknessoftruth, literature

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All For You

I know life is hard but Dont take it out on me Im not the one who Made it this way for you You made it this way for me I cant help but feel like I cause all the problems How do I feel? Well, The world is comming down Stop making me feel this way I tried my best to Make it better But you tore me apart And said it was my fault Nothing I do seems to please you So you blame me I have done nothing wrong So dont lay it all on me I wont let you Make me hurt for you I wont take this from you I cried so hard that I was blind But you said things so harsh And said it was my fault Why doesnt this please you? Go scream some more

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Tragic by darknessoftruth, literature

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Tragic

Your falsehoods betrayed me Infinite in your made up glory Challenge my judgement And testing my hearts strength And isnt it so damn tragic to hear The one you love cry out in pain And I am so damn angry with you I am frozen in my place Your screaming enthralls me Enticing in your home made deception Trying my patience And elluding my balance And isnt it so damn sad when you cant Muster the courage to stop all the pain And I feel so damn sorry for you I keep coming back to you Maybe someday Youll understand What its like to feel this way Your ignorance blows me away Your kindess lied to me Careless in your selfsih worship

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darknessoftruth

Feb 20, 2010

kill me now please

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I'm so depressed. I can't handle this shit anymore... I want to be left alone. I wish you could see what you are But you refuse I just want you to know that you are The source of constant abuse It may not be with your fists Although you wave them about The most painful thing you do to me Comes straight out of your mouth I'm tired of you thinking that it's ok To treat me the way you do And I need to do what's right by me and mine So I'm telling you that I'm through

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darknessoftruth

Jan 22, 2010

Life's a beach

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Although there are countless things going wrong day after day in my life, I've some how learned to be greatful for the things that I have. I don't know how or when I started being this way it just sort of... happened... And on that note I have posted a short but meaningful poem dedicated to my son (this is obvious if you read it) I have another one that I've been working on but I don't know if I will post it. It's just so melancholy and I'm trying to break away from that attitude. Yes, I know it has produced many of my best poems, but the one I'm so popular for is a love poem so meh! Anyhow, I decided that I want to stop being such a lazy bu

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darknessoftruth

Dec 27, 2009

Been awhile

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Thought I would update my journal since it's been awhile! Like over a year! Well I had a baby so there won't be anything new for a long time, hopefully not too much longer since it's been years already. I wanted to say thank you to the people who have recently been adding me to their faves and watch list. So thank you! I will try to get something up soon so you guys can read something new!